It was starting of October
When few buds start to grow
Amazed!
How the autumn can have new starting?
Hmmm!
Autumn cleverly ruined December
Buds didn’t get time for grow
New opening get spoiled!
Why is it happened
No one have answer
Just blame over time
The year after
And year’s after would have Octobers and Decembers
But
That October never come back
In autumn no new relations may start!!!
Kuch bhi nahi badla
Na tanhai pasandi ki adat
Na hi karaht lehja
Na hi kahi rukna
Kisi isharay ko samjhna
Wohi sada rehna
Koi tehvaar ho yeah khushi ka koi lamha
Ab bhi kahi hay dikhta khud-dar sa chera
Ab bhi nahi lubhati choriun ki khanak
Hina ki khusbu us ko yeah phir
Kabhi bannay sanwarnay ka sokh
Ab bhi nahi jhalakti aik zahiri larki us mien
Magar ab k ghoor say daikha hay
Woh ankhien ab bhi bolti hay
Gheri batay karti hay
Woh lab khamosh rehtay hay Shikwah nahi krtay
Magar ab bhi jab nazar ko uthati hay
Wohi ehsaas hota hay
Ab bhi hay woh wohi
Ju teez hawa say dar jaye
Bijli k konday par munh chadar mien chupa lay
Ab bhi wohi hay woh
Aik Aam si larki!
Some times I feel my self a bird who have no wings
Who wanna fly till so high
Who want to meet the height of sky
When ever he attempt
It is a favour of life what i have and what i mean
Mean of what i do believe sun is open
The sky is up
I am resting what i have
Know the better
Know worst
Will I fly?
And believing that
Am I A bird?
While I was busy in keeping my self in mourn
And I was attempting to steeling the time
Life was laughing at me with all joy
I was ashamed on me why am I?
Why am I there to bear? Why m i in constant pain?
All the bloody heals, why this misshapen all for me?
Am I feels to such strong? that every one can ruined me
And I’m still feel no fault.
While I was on all down
My best partner was my bed and my room
While i was feeling my self Ugly
And hate the thing most was mirror
In that all hurry and step back
I was restricting to sit and test and i found a strength
I am being lucky to testified by YOU
I know I have all around some smashed dream
That are plucked from my eyes
But now I’m again getting hopeful
At least I have my eyes with me
And i can again can view a dream!
That can be
“A dream of YOU”
Kabhi who waqt loot aye jab ko tab na hoti thi
Guriya ki shadi mien koi uljhan na hoti thi
Yeah soch na hoti thi kal ko bhi ana hay
Meray aj ko phir mujh say bichar jana hay
Kabhi who waqt loot aye ju sirf khilkhilata tha
Ju laboon ko muskhrat tak majboor na rakhta tha
Jis k saray unwaano ka ikhtitam bhi hota tha
Jab har pehar sirf ujala hi Ujala tha
Andheeron mien bhi roshni ka jhemela tha
Kabhi who waqt loot aye jab ko tab na hoti thi ….
Live in creeping way
Slowly and holey way
I don’t know what i have to do
Just keep the unwanted thing in my way
May I strong and brave enough?
To face all the realities of and fact
I don’t want to See few people around
But I am fake enough to say Hi with a smile
Oh God let me be in rest
Take my soul and make me free……………………………………..
Good evening ,
I don’t know some time i feel world is an abstract place, a maze , how much i try to find place for me, i involved in losing, early it was things now it is relations. How far i find world is socialize i am feeling my place is getting narrow, narrow to a room ………. don’t know when i will just have a sitting place.
I don’t know how much i want to people please but i am not taking why they are taking me wrong, always. Now i feel sacrifices a great curse in life …., we can’t be lenient, i feel now people take advantage of that you can not say “NO” . And now i don’t wanna be more a helpline number ……………
But you know diary i will still do all the things that i don’t wanna do , because i don’t wanna lose these some time connections ……………….
Take Care – Full Moon Night and a borrow luminous
Aj lagaye thi mien nay mazi ki adalat
Mujrim k ktheray mien khood ko mien rakha tha
Mujhay janay kion tajasus tha
Hareef kon hon gay meray muqabil par
kash aisa na hota
Aik pal ko mujhay laga qanoon waqyi andah hay
Meray hareefo mien saray meray apnay thay
yah meri samjh thi k woh meray apnay hay
Kash aisa na hota
Judge ki kursi par beeta waqt baitha tha
Kisi nay phir zoor say pukara tha
Karwayi shuru ki jaye
Janay mien u chonki thi
Mujh ko lagha yah shayad mera veham tha
Wahan jo khara tha Khushi k woh lamhay thay
Meri Virasat shayad jo kabhi hotay thay
Mujh ko lagha sab dhoka hay
Mujh par jo muqadma tha Khood ko alag smjhnay ka
Kisi k sath na chalnay ka
Kisi ki madad na karnay ka
Sab say kut k rehnay ka
Apna Zaum jatanay ka
Tum ko chota smjhnay ka
Agay phir kiya hua woh bhi tu sunty jaao
Meray hareefo mien tum sab say agay thay
Meray under banay dewta ko giranay
Koi nahi jirah mien tha
Ilzam ki bochar thi aur koi maseha na tha
phir wohi sakhs bola hay koi jo dho dalay is par laghay dagho ko
Mera sir ju jhuka tha
Us ko kisi nay uthaya tha, meray budh ko bachaya tha
Woh wohi kuch pal thay jo gin gin k guzaray thay
Woh wohi kuch asnoon thay jo janay teray lien kyn bhaye thay
Woh kuch jazbat thay tu gawahi detay thay
Mujh ko bachanay ki
Bari karwanay ki
Go k faisla meray haq mien hua tha
Janay kion mujh ko lagha adalat tu sirf bhana thi
Mujh ko yeah btanay ka
Qanoon k ilwah bhi bohaat kuch andah hay
Jo bhetay dariyan ko ponjta hay
Phir yeah ghalti dobhara na kar baithna hay
Akelay ab jo niklo kisi ko hamsafar na samjh baithna
kash yah adalat rooz mien lagati tu
Ab k mujh ko kirchiyan na chunni parti
koi bhi adalat Jirah na karti
you huta yah woh hota!
Bohaat dair lag gayi baat ko samjhnay mien
Aadaton k snbhalnay say aadaton k bigharnay tak
Aik taveel safar hay wapsi ki manzil ka
Khud say khud milnay ka kud ko sath lay k chalnay tak
Mamla smjhnay tak waqt itna guzar giya
Hadsa kiya hua tha Hadsay honay tak
Mayoos na ho jo hua yeah tu hona tha
Saza tu milti hay uhi baghwat karnay tak!!!!
In the company of strangers
In the company of people, Who are self pampered
In the company of hollow laughter
I’m so fine
I’m so Happy
I’m so crowded
I’m just doing
I don’t know for what i m going
I just know it time to fly
I know i m feed up of this fire
I don’t bother of heart
I don’t bother of word
I don’t bother of wishes
I don’t bother of my feelings
I just know, My time is Over
In between of lively machine, Who are humans
I know i’m so old
I’m not beautiful as time required
I’m not fast as time required
I’m not worthy among competitors
I’m having all old features
I’m now just a back time fellow
I’m deserving now just Hi/Hello
I know my expiry date has been arrived!
I’m still fine!!!!!
